Blessings in disguise

Had kind of a argument this morning with my baby. I totally think its all my fault. Cuz if I hadnt said I wanted to talk to him abt something abt me, we wouldnt have argued. Plus its because of my lustful desires(yes, I do mean lustful) abt guys with awesome bodes in army uniform that made it worse.

It all started with me bumping into an old primary school friend who isnt that good looking but has an awesome bod and he was in uniform(most prob going to book in). The sight of that just makes me wanna drool. Even though you dont see any skin. I love men in uniform. Especially my baby, Mr PCL. So what if he has a iron belly the size of my head? I think he looks SUPER SEXY in it.

Anyway back to the old friend of mine...I used to have a short fling with him cuz he was nice and obviously interested in me then. But after that, very short fling, I lost total contact with him. I dont know if its because I want to have a proper closure or what, but it seemed like my fault too. Haix. The crazy things you do when you are young. I tried to find him to no avail....that was at least 5 years ago.

Then I bumped into him on the train today. I already had my suspicions that it was him when I was going up the escalator. Didnt expect to be on the same train either. And i was right next to him when I squeezed to the middle to have more space. We didnt even say hi because I wasnt totally sure it was him or not. I didnt look up. Then when he got of at kranji, did I realise it was him because of his odd behaviour. Like wanna tap my shoulder n say hi but dun dare liddat. He got off without a word. I dont know if it was the right thing to let him go just like that without saying hi and exchanging numbers first.

Anyway, I couldnt stop thinking abt him all the way to work. He was literally running thru my mind. He flooded my head. I couldnt take it anymore, thats why I had to talk to my baby.
Thats how the argument started cuz of misunderstandings in the message I guess.

But after the argument, baby didnt just leave it be. We talked and he listened to my explanations. And he understood. He UNDERSTOOD! I was so afraid he wouldnt understand how bad I felt. And he forgave me. Not only that, he comforted me an made me smile with his wittiness even though we just talked on the phone.

Thats when I realised how much more I loved him. How choosing this 变态叔叔 looking guy almost 2 years ago was the best choice I have and will ever make in my life. Love you baby<3 <3.

I may be sucky at telling stories. But my feelings are true and is the best evidence and represents more than what words can describe. I dont know if this is a blessing or a bad omen, since it comes a day before our 1 yr n 10 monthsary. I guess I shld look on the bright side and take it as a blessing.

Ok I better stop telling grandmother story cuz its so hard to type while on the lrt. So hot sommemore.

Tata<3

Inspired...

Its literally been ages since I have blogged and have a blog. After the trend went out and my laziness took over, I just didnt want to do it anymore. But after reading a dear friend of mine's blog...I thought I shldnt keep good memories just in my head. But write them down and maybe show them to my kids someday(hehe...if I dare to in the future that is). What was I doing spending so much time reading her blog you may ask? I was just plain bored at work today. Nothing today. Bored until I read most of her blog posts. Thats when I got inspired. That's why I am doing this now. Cuz Im waiting for work to end so I thought I might as well just create a new blog. Hope I can keep it up! (FOR MY FUTURE KIDS xD!)